Parenting is not what you expected. Children are not the joy you anticipated. You’ve turned into the type of parent you vowed you’d never become.
What went wrong?
Perhaps this is related to your expectations. You had such high hopes for what it was going to be like to raise children. In an environment of love and acceptance, you knew that children would respond with kindness and affection. You put your children as your highest priority, ahead of your own interests and even before the relationship with your spouse.
In return for that passionate commitment, you expected to be around children who were generally well behaved, creative, sensitive, bright and engaging. While your kids sometimes act those ways, they are typically self-absorbed, insensitive and even mean-spirited. Completing simple chores become battles. For all that you have given them and for all of your sacrifices, why the heck can’t they just take out the trash once a week? Your kids don’t do as they are told, and it really doesn’t seem to matter what effect this has on you and your spouse.
You have responded in ways that you could never have imagined. You’ve lost your temper and occasionally spanked your … Read More... “What If You’re Not The Parent You Wanted To Be?”